Call of Duty Black Ops 15th Prestige

sidney smiles. 20. restless soul.

like a ferris wheel, full of blue-green eyes

and a heart of steel, always on her own

almost never real

when the night will begin

the pain it won't end, even if she falls in love

back, you wanna turn back

your heart will attack, even if she falls in love

-"even if she falls in love" - blink-182

 

swingtheserenade:

you know since “fuck” and other swears have become such a regular part of my vocabulary they’ve begun to lose impact

so instead I’ve come to realize I’m using non swear words like “heck” for some sort of twisted ironic emphasis 

I have come full circle

(Source: blaqkbat)

flower asks

Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?

Jasmine: What color looks best on you?

foxglove: Name three facts about your family?

Allium: What's the best thing you can cook?

Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?

Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?

Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?

Primrose: Favorite kind of soup?

Daffodil: What's the most thoughtful present you've ever received?

Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?

Amsonia: Would you ever become a vegan?

Peony: What's your favorite hot beverage?

Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?

Myrtle: Do you like going on airplanes?

Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?

Zinnia: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?

Poppy: What color was your childhood home?

Hydrangea: Starbucks order?

Violet: Do you like where you're from?

Locust: What was your favorite book as a child?

Rhododendron: What's the scariest dream you've ever had?

Queen Anne's Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?

Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?

Aster: Would you rather be cold or hot?

Marigold: Do you listen to what's on the radio?

Heliconia: Do you like when it rains?

Azalea: What's a movie you cried while watching?

Dandelion: Do you think you're important?

That guy’s ex ended up causing problems about a week ago and it kind of stopped. Kind of didn’t. I don’t know. It’s complicated, but I don’t have my ex to fall back on this time. It was my decision, but it’s hard and this is all so confusing.

It feels like so much has gone wrong lately, and I’m back at this really uncomfortable state of being depressed, anxious, and awake constantly. The last time this happened was when my last ex did the greasiest thing in existence, but I’m just empty and alone and tired and unmotivated, and all I want to do is eat and be sad and get high.

I know I won’t feel like this for long, but it’s still disheartening to be back here.

crunchbuttsteak:

have you ever known somebody so shitty they completely ruin that first name for you?

"The love that you get back from the fans, you know, it’s just mind blowing. We’ve just been sweating, and killing zombies, and losing people for the last sort of 7 episodes, and to come out here [to Comic Con] it’s just like gasoline. It just fuels us for the rest of the season." - Andrew Lincon [x]

(Source: stuff-and-thangs)

Leaving is not enough. You must stay gone. Train your heart like a dog. Change the locks even on the house he’s never visited. You lucky, lucky girl. You have an apartment just your size. A bathtub full of tea. A heart the size of Arizona, but not nearly so arid. Don’t wish away your cracked past, your crooked toes, your problems are papier mache puppets you made or bought because the vendor at the market was so compelling you just had to have them. You had to have him. And you did. And now you pull down the bridge between your houses, you make him call before he visits, you take a lover for granted, you take a lover who looks at you like maybe you are magic. Make the first bottle you consume in this place a relic. Place it on whatever altar you fashion with a knife and five cranberries. Don’t lose too much weight. Stupid girls are always trying to disappear as revenge. And you are not stupid. You loved a man with more hands than a parade of beggars, and here you stand. Heart like a four-poster bed. Heart like a canvas. Heart leaking something so strong they can smell it in the street.

Frida Kahlo (via lovebunnypumpkin)

comedycentral:

"You’re not supposed to eat Americone Dream after sex. You’re supposed to eat it during sex. That’s what the waffle cone pieces are for, they’re ribbed for your pleasure.” -Stephen Colbert